One and one-half years ago I made a three-year-commitment to something that matters tremendously to me.
In the past few days an opportunity has opened up for me to do something that could be one of the most joyful and expansive experiences of my life, and probably change it completely, and for the better.
Of course, it would require a one-year commitment that conflicts, day-and-time-wise, exactly with the first commitment. And no, it is not something I could do at a later date. Maybe, but probably not.
Last night, before I found out about the conflict, I was so happy that my feet were barely touching the ground.
Today, trying to sort it out, by seeking advice and trying to work through a discernment process from beginning to end, has been miserable.
I would like to be at peace about this, one way or another.